“How much good can one little card do? It can’t save a soul.”
This is the question presented to me. The quick answer is, Your absolutely right. One little card can’t save a soul, nor can I. The good news is, God did not ask me to save a soul, he asked me to plant a seed. Growing the seed is up to him.
The longer answer: For a long time now I’ve struggled with the age old question, Why am I here and what is my purpose. Having gone through many very difficult situations in the last twenty some years, I constantly felt that something good should come of the experiences I had been through. I was determined to act in a big way to honor God for bringing me through the valleys still at least a partially sane woman! I say partially because I know some of you just would by that I was totally sane! But that’s ok, ‘cuz everyone needs to be a little crazy sometimes. Anyway……
The more I searched the more I became frustrated because it seemed I just didn’t have all that much to offer. I had always heard and believed that God gave everyone special gifts and you should strive to use that gift for the Lord. My gift seemed to be just surviving one day to the next in what for many years has been a pretty difficult and all too often heart breaking world.
I could look all around me at people with such wonderful gifts, and I both admired them, and to be perfectly honest was a bit jealous of. (Not a good trait, that green monster, but I said I’m being honest here!) I tried a lot of things, but my heart was never in it for long, if at all and it just seemed that I couldn’t find that “gift” that I would give to the world that would honor my God.
What I finally realized was that I was so busy looking for that “gift” that I was ignoring what God was all along telling me to do, because what he was telling me just didn’t seem all that important. What I learned was I wasn’t trying as hard to bring honor to God as I was trying to validate myself with this unknown talent that would rock the world.
I’ll try now to bring this to a quicker point. When I learned to stop trying to discern which one “gift” was more outstanding than the other and to stop trying to figure out what I wanted to do, it was then that I asked God what HE wanted me to do.
It didn’t take long before before I had a very definite answer. I’ve always enjoyed playing around with graphics and I’m pretty good at it if I do say so myself, and glory be, wouldn’t you know it was a gift from God and he wanted to use it! A card ministry! (another term I’ve been told that doesn’t apply to what I am doing, but I’ll get into that maybe tomorrow!)
So back to the original statement. It’s correct stating that ” a little card can’t save a soul” and it probably doesn’t rate in that list of ‘outstanding talents” I was busy looking at. BUT it is what God asked of me. He didn’t ask me to preach, and I would fall flat on my face if I tried. He didn’t ask me to sing and nobody wants me too I assure you! He asked me to be responsible for giving out little cards, he didn’t ask me to be responsible for the results.
So until or if God decides he wants me to do something else, I’ll be giving out little cards and I couldn’t be happier about it! I am grateful that God found a way to use me and if nothing else it is clear proof that if he can use me, he can use ANYONE!
I can’t save even one soul with a card, but it can crack open a door enough to let God in to do mighty miracles!
